[Bad] 025 - Forbidden
Aug. 28th, 2008 09:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elementof_riskHe shouldn't be thinking about how she would taste, how those disdainful lips with their dismissive words would feel parting under his. He knows the lines of her body as well as any lover's. He's watched her, after all, intent on how she moves, the explosive grace behind each motion. He's felt her, after all, body crashing into his, hands and feet weapons of intimacy, moving with and against him. But in his mind, it isn't a blow he gives back for each of hers. He blocks, spins her, pulls her close and then there is a new dance to be met and matched.
It's not healthy. Anyone can see that. Even he knows it. She doesn't even look at him with a flickering of respect, but rather some sort of disdain as if he were lower than a bug under her foot, there only to be crushed and ground into the dirt. Nevermind that he's caused her immeasurable pain, taken things from her which she held dear. Her hatred he could understand, accept, turn to something else. But he cannot stand to be dismissed.
The sharpness of it burns through him, fury like nothing he has known in years, most of his anger buried so far under ice as to be emotionally inaccessible. That no one would condone it, even the two people in the world who are at all capable of holding his leash does not stay his thoughts. It fires them. Do they think he is not good enough for her? She's wasted on Vaughn, who will never truly see her for all she is capable of being. He was made for her. She was made for him. And one day...he will see that she realizes it.
It's not healthy. Anyone can see that. Even he knows it. She doesn't even look at him with a flickering of respect, but rather some sort of disdain as if he were lower than a bug under her foot, there only to be crushed and ground into the dirt. Nevermind that he's caused her immeasurable pain, taken things from her which she held dear. Her hatred he could understand, accept, turn to something else. But he cannot stand to be dismissed.
The sharpness of it burns through him, fury like nothing he has known in years, most of his anger buried so far under ice as to be emotionally inaccessible. That no one would condone it, even the two people in the world who are at all capable of holding his leash does not stay his thoughts. It fires them. Do they think he is not good enough for her? She's wasted on Vaughn, who will never truly see her for all she is capable of being. He was made for her. She was made for him. And one day...he will see that she realizes it.
